I just want to feel weightless.
Home · Archive · RSS · This is a secret blog. No one knows about it. I cut myself, I wish I was dead and I hate people. Oh, and I starve myself silly. But I'm not that bad of a person - if I like you.Starting a fast tomorrow! Going to school now, stay strong <3
I hate my stomach and my thighs. I hate my hair and my teeth. I hate how my clothes look on me, I hate how much make-up I wear. I hate my voice. I hate how I talk to people. I hate my personality. I hate that everything gets to me and I care too much. I hate that I’m never smart enough. I hate that I’m not enough for anyone. I just want to be everything that I’m not.
(Source: i-g-n-i-t-e-it, via lostinanorexia)
Ana Survey
Size: 14 (US) Age: —
Goal Weight: 95
Favorite Diet Food? Cucumbers and lettuce.
Favorite Binge Food? Anything fatty, like ice cream and chips.
Favorite Exercise? Walking, biking, jumping jacks.
Favorite Thinspo? Ribs. Hipbones. Thighs that don’t touch. Collarbones. Just some BONES!
What Makes You Slip Up? Family dinners.
What Makes You Strong? Knowing that I haven’t eaten all day.
When Did It Start? 2012.
How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day? About 500 to 800.
What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror? Fat. Nothing but fat.
Are You Depressed? Yes..
Ever Tried To Commit Suicide? Yes.
Ever Been To A Psychologist? No.
Are You On Any Medication? Weight loss pills.
I AM - PEOPLE -
[ ] anorexic (ana) [ ] ask if I’m ana/mia
[ x ] ednos [ x ] call me fat
[ ] bulimic (mia) [ ] say I’m skinny.
[x] living off diet pills [x] say I’m ugly
[x] hungry [ ] say I’m pretty
[ x ] thirsty [x] spread rumors about me
[ ] drinking something [ ] force me to eat
[ ] eating something [ ] say I eat too much
[ ] under 100 lbs [ ] wish I’d eat more
[x] starving myself [x] don’t know I’m mia/ana
[ x ] participating in a fast [ ] have tried to stop meI WISH - I LOVE -
[x] I could be thin(ner) [ x ] feeling hungry
[x] I could have a better body [x] seeing a difference
[x] I didn’t have to eat [ x ] shaking
[x] I could control myself [ x ] being weak
[ x ] I was under 100lbs [x] losing weight
[x] I could avoid food [ ] having an eating disorder
[x] I could hide what I am [x] green tea
[x] I could not be fat [x] diet pills
[x] I could be prettier [x] being able to turn down food
[ ] I could have a boy/girlfriend [x] feeling good about myself
[ x ] I could disappearI HATE - I NEED -
[ x ] when people stare [x] more support
[x] being asked questions [x] people to stay out of my business
[x] having to eat [x] more friends
[ ] being single [xxx] someone to talk to[x] wearing short skirts [x] less food
[x] being fat [x] more water
[x] looking ugly [ ] a gym membership
[x] feeling this way [ x ] to lose 30+ pounds
[ ] fat people [x] to lose 10+ pounds
(Source: starving-lyra)
